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shapeofthings ([personal profile] shapeofthings) wrote2004-09-06 04:45 pm

Revelation

My job is making me sick.

It is not the endless office politics.
It is not stress or workload.
It is not the endless bitching.
It is not a lack of challenges.

I have no motivation.
I have no ambition.
I have no energy.
By the end of each day I feel sick.

It is working indoors.

Locked away each day in air-conditioned alienation, this windowless partitioned hell saps my spirit, slumps my will. Fluoresent nightmare of my waking, I was not built for this. Outdoor people should not be shut in.

How can you fly through unopenable windows?