I am an idiot

6:30am and once again I'm an early bird at work. And guess what? Once again I slept like a peice of crap. I'm starting to find a pattern emerging here: decide to get up early, stress about needing to sleep well because of getting up early, sleep badly due to stress, repeat. Gah!As fond as I am of my strangely wired brain, this particular trait does not endear me to myself :-P

So I got the paper finished yesterday, to a round-about kind of standard. I have plenty more work to get on with, so I should be busy. Tomorrow is show day holiday, so I get to catch up on things about the house and relax some. Though this public holiday marks maybe the 6th week in a row or so where I've worked less than 5 days a week for various reasons (back, death of a friend, illness, exhaustion). I'm not impressed with my own behaviour and am constantly surprised that work seems to tolerate it.

In short, I need to give myself a big kick up the arse, get over my petty work complaints, sort out my sleeping habits and get on with things. Get on with it. Yes, get on with it! It all seems so simple sitting here listening to Shostacovich :-) So very glad I'm rediscovering classical music.

Toni (the productive?)

Some time today...

Step outside, or even just look out the window, and take a moment to appreciate the beauty inherent in the world.

:-)