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shapeofthingsFeeling strange, like I'm all caged up, holding my breath. Great things are building around the edges of my universe, great storm clouds of opportunity taunting me and my thirst.
Yes, I'm thirsty, parched for change. I feel my ambitions stirring beneath this stilled countenance, and end to this inertia. I'm excited. All sorts of emotions are forcing their way through the tired wavelengths of my mind: hope, determination, pride, strength, desire - things I didn't feel for far too long.
I feel like some strange creature, waiting for the cage to be opened, smelling freedom on the wind. Like a swimmer underwater, holding my breath, lungs burning but determined to reach the bottom and push off. Senses working over time in anticipation.
It feels good to feel more like myself, strong woman in the wind. I know now I'm going to make it, that everything will be ok. When that gate opens I'm bolting and racing across the plains to climb my own mountain. And when I get there, I'll be sure to stop to admire the view.
Yes, I'm thirsty, parched for change. I feel my ambitions stirring beneath this stilled countenance, and end to this inertia. I'm excited. All sorts of emotions are forcing their way through the tired wavelengths of my mind: hope, determination, pride, strength, desire - things I didn't feel for far too long.
I feel like some strange creature, waiting for the cage to be opened, smelling freedom on the wind. Like a swimmer underwater, holding my breath, lungs burning but determined to reach the bottom and push off. Senses working over time in anticipation.
It feels good to feel more like myself, strong woman in the wind. I know now I'm going to make it, that everything will be ok. When that gate opens I'm bolting and racing across the plains to climb my own mountain. And when I get there, I'll be sure to stop to admire the view.
